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Around the Globe, IndonesiaNovember 8, 2005 11:54 am

Hello,

I’d like to comment on Ryan who didn’t want to make friends with Indonesians; except when they are sincere.

I’ve been living in the USA for seven years. So far I enjoy watching people’s behavior—it matters not whether they are immigrants or locals; Indonesian or not. When I read Ryan’s letter, I burst to laugh. Yes, I really laughed out loud. It seems like Ryan was very upset with those people’s characteristics—those he had met. Why did I say people’s characteristics; and not Indonesians’? Because, Ryan, those characteristics you described can be found on many people; and not exclusively attached to Indonesians.

OK, let us discuss the first group, for example. You said they often asked private questions (such as: religion, visa, and salary) upon the first meeting. This kind of questions would mostly annoy those who have long left Indonesia or don’t get along with Indonesian for a long time; like myself. There are not too many Indonesians in the city I’m living in right now, so I kind of understand the feelings.

But try to understand that each custom has its own definition on what appropriate and what’s not. Religion, salary, race, and sex are common questions in Indonesia. Remember when we had to go for an interview; we also had to answer similar questions.

Another thing; questions related to religion—according to my experience—usually led to invitation to celebrate Christmas together, Eidul Fitri together, go to the temple together; which depends on your answer. That’s usually how it starts. There are of course some people who asked it only to have something to talk about; but when you are far from home then you might also want to pray together with friends as what people usually do in Indonesia. So, if you don’t want to answer; instead of getting furious, you could’ve simply smiled and given a rather diplomatic answer like, “That’s my little secret, sir!” When they still insisted, you could always excuse yourself and walk away, don’t you think?

Second group: the spoilt people who speak very bad English and have craving for jengkol chips. Do you think that expatriates in Jakarta (American, French, Korean, or Japanese) can all speak Indonesian well? Do they rather eat fried tofu and not cereal for breakfast? If they were doing that well in adjusting to the new culture, why are there so many supermarkets which are opened only to accommodate their needs? If we followed your definition on adjustment, it means that they should rather eat fried sambal and jengkol instead of meatloaf and potato chips.

It is of course your right to feel infuriated by our people’s inability in speaking correct English and their desire for petai and jengkol. Perhaps for you they don’t want to adjust; and simply not sophisticated (because their breath stinks like jengkol). But that doesn’t mean that they are not qualified and don’t deserve to be appreciated. With some exceptions, many of them are hard working and honest people; just like yourself. They struggle to live in a foreign land. In my own opinion it is not a matter of adaptation; but rather about missing their home land. And by using Djisamsoe and jengkol they can mend it.

For the third and fourth groups, I agree that they are hilarious. However, on my point of view, bragging has nothing to do with one’s citizenship. It rather depends on their personality and background.

For the fifth group, once again, this does not happen only to Indonesians. There are many westerners who have the tendency to be posh—to use your term. They are everywhere and come from many different social levels. Some are obvious and the rest are more concealed. They wear a pair of jeans which cost at least USD 250 and Manolo Blahnik shoes. Plus they might also have luxurious car and house—by taking lots of loans from bank.

Last but mot least, you said you wanted an Indonesian friend—only when they are sincere. What is sincere to you? In my opinion sincere means open minded; not easily judging others; and try to think positively (which is different than naive) in every situation. So, do you think you can be a sincere friend, Ryan? (Dian-the USA)

I couldn’t agree more. When you mention Indonesia, you can’t just mean the stupid Javanese who can’t speak English properly (note: I’m a Javanese myself) when there are hundreds of other languages in the country. Somebody who came from Jakarta might not behave the same as those who came from Papua, for example.

How would you know, if you never spend some time to get to know each other? I have no Indonesian friend too here in Hungary, but I have nothing to say against the Indonesians who are living here. Some might be nice, some are annoying–regardless their nationality. If an Indonesian has such a stereotype about their own people, what would others think about the nation? Are we all terrorists? Are we all carrying bird flu? Hey, and because I am now living in Hungary, I’d be furious also if people said all women here are porn actress. Eww.

This has been originally posted here on November 4, 2005
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Around the Globe, Indonesia 11:52 am

Lately I have scanned interesting views from an Indonesian who is living in the UK here who seemed to have no luck in making friend with Indo people in where he lives; which is posted on a column on an Indonesian ezine. Here is my translated version. Enjoy.


“Hi

Just call me Ryan. I am living in a city in England (Praise Lord, I knew how it felt to live in several other countries). I have many unpleasant experiences with Indonesian people abroad; although I NEVER tried to search for any Indonesian community. My acquaintances with them were mostly started by accident; whether it was at the campus, bus, market, restaurant, internet cafe, or any other places. I am in no means of being arrogant, but since I’ve gotten here, I have always decided to be INDEPENDENT.

My father, who used to live in France, often said, “Son, you are lucky that you have the opportunity to live abroad. Therefore, you should do your best! You should learn to understand and appreciate others’ culture. Don’t forget your roots, but never DEPEND on others. Do not beg them; and remember ‘when in Rome, do as Romans do’”.

From my own experience, however, most Indonesian who lives abroad can be categorized into:

First group are those annoying people who always asked you about private things on the first meeting; such as salary, visa, religion (Once I was mad to somebody whom I met in a supermarket. His second question after knowing my name was my religion; as if I would’ve been too dirty to get along with if I had different religion).

Second group are those SPOILT people who constantly complain about the weather; food; how they could never get along with the locals; etc. These people only mingle with other Indonesians. So don’t be surprised that after years of living abroad you could still hear Javanese twang through their awful English. They usually have terrible craving for Indonesian products; like Djisamsoe kretek (cigarette), jengkol (pithecolobium).

Third group are Orang Kaya Baru (OKB/newly rich people). Mostly—though not all—are women who are married to foreigners; those who used to live very poor. Now that they’ve gotten a little richer, they blow things out of proportion. They enjoy showing off so much that it’s hilarious. I remember a friend told me that we could all wear expensive clothes; but our true color will always remain. On this column, for example, I remember a writer was proudly jotting down her address so it could be seen she lived in an elite area.

Fourth Group belongs to those who are lazy. I’m talking about laziness of learning. They think that our culture is the best and therefore not even bother to appreciate the new culture. Doesn’t every culture have its plus/minus? There are many of these people who still have no idea about the art and culture of the country they are living in; not even the basic etiquette; such as to open the door, say thank you, and simple things like them.

Fifth group is the posh. They usually come to live abroad as rich kids sent by their parents to study. In the New Order era, they could be ridiculously rich. They bought new cars like buying peanuts. Spending money was their leisure pursuit. What is funny is that they never flaunted what they had to the locals; because they would only ask,” Wow, you have lots of money. Isn’t Indonesia a poor country?” To avoid such questions, they then chose to interact only with other Indonesians.

I’m not saying that every Indonesian abroad is like them; because I am absolutely not. But the worst, the absolute worst, is that it’s very difficult to meet a sincere Indonesian. They are in fact as rare as Djisamsoe and jengkol. I simply don’t care if I had no Indonesian friend because I have friends from other nations. I do want to have an Indonesian friend, but only the sincere ones. I believe that ‘when in Rome, do as Romans’ do”. (Ryan-England)

Whoa, that cuts like a knife! He believed that not all Indonesian abroad belong to those groups; because he didn’t belong to any of them. But guess what, he had never met anyone else who is “sincere”. Miaow.

This has been originally published here on November 4, 2005

Miscellaneous 11:40 am

Thousand miles away from my homeland…

No ketupat,
nor delicious chicken curry …

Yet happiness exists even in the strangest places.

Hope you are all well and sharing the joy with your loved ones.

Around the Globe, Hungary, Indonesia 11:30 am

The avian H5N1 virus spread has become larger than ever as it was found in several places in Europe; including Greece, Romania, Turkey, and even England.Since the virus was identified in Hong Kong back in 1997, this was the first case when it reached outside Asia. Those countries are now slaughtering their chickens. Turkey, for example, has been eliminating more than 9,000 animals in quarantine. In Hungary, which shares border with Romania, people seem to avoid buying poultry. “We keep telling the customers that our chickens are healthy, but they hardly buy any. Even when they stopped by, they did so only to complain about the flu,” said Iren Kirilla, a butcher in Budapest market.

South East Asia is in no better situation. After killing more than 60 people in Asia since 2003, the virus is still spreading terror. People panic at the thought of death caused by it. Last July, Lien Rosalina—a wife and mother of three—in Tangerang, Indonesia had to lose her husband and two children within one week; presumably because of bird flu. Yet nobody could tell where or how they could get infected. They lived far from any farm; they had no pet; and the whole family mostly ate the same food. In fact Rosalina and a child are in healthy condition.

Accurate explanation however may have to wait as the matter is still under investigation. But the facts are there: most H5N1 patients did not work on farmhouses; on the contrary, there are not many farm workers who have caught by this virus—even on the farms with low bio-security systems. Sometimes they work with using neither gloves nor mask. This raises a question whether they have become resistant to the virus.

So far it is certain by now that the H5N1, although very dangerous, is nonetheless weak. It becomes completely inactive under the heat, which actually gives no reason to avoid eating properly-cooked poultry. It spreads through the respiratory system; and not food digestion.

The biggest possibility for the virus to spread is through the migrating wild birds. They might drop their infected feces to human settlements. And if these dry feces mingled with dust and were inhaled by humans, it would infect them. It might be the logical explanation to Rosalina’s family in Indonesia. There is also chance that it is also carried by flies, as well as pig and other wild animals.

And for the medicine, despite common belief that Tamiflu is the cure, WHO stressed that it could only reduce the effect of the illness but was not a vaccine to prevent it. A few cases were also found when the virus was Tamiflu resistant.

But there is always hope. As the demand of an effective vaccine is increasing, recently the Hungarian government announced that their bird flu vaccine has proven to be effective against the H5N1 variant that spread from animals to human. “Now we can confirm unequivocally that the vaccine is effective,” health minister Jeno Racz said, adding that an antibody was found in the blood of the vaccinated people, including himself. For the virus spread between humans, the result remains unclear as so far there is no report on such a case. The vaccine will soon be available for free in Hungary; and other countries have shown interest, include: Indonesia, the Philippines, Russia, Ukraine, Mongolia, the United States, Britain, and Germany.

While waiting for the vaccine, we might consider a practical step to prevent the virus infection; that is by taking care of the hygiene. Wash hands often; watch out for bird feces and flies; wear mask in farms. By doing so, we could keep our fitness in order to prevent the H5N1 or other viruses to come. “H5N1 virus, as well any other viruses, has close link with one’s body condition. The chance of the virus to infect into one’s body depends on their physical fitness. The healthier they are, the more difficult for the virus to infect them,” says dr Tjandra Yoga Adhitama, SpP, director of a hospital in Jakarta, Indonesia.

This has been originally posted here on October 26, 2005

Around the Globe, Against All Odds, Hungary 11:23 am


Surviving from a war is never easy. Tibor Rubin (76) had not only survived from two wars, but he also came up as a remarkable hero. For his valor, the Korean war veteran and Holocaust survivor received the highest military award in the USA, the Medal of Honor from U.S President George W. Bush on September 23—after fifty years he was a soldier and being recommended four times by two separate commanding officers for separate actions and his fellow soldiers.

“By repeatedly risking his own life to save others, Corporal Rubin exemplified the highest ideals of military service and fulfilled a pledge to give something back to the country that had given him his freedom,” Bush said in a White House East Room ceremony.

Born in Hungary as a child of a shoemaker, in 1943 young Rubin (13) was taken to the infamous Mauthausen concentration camp in Austria during the Nazis’ effort to eliminate Hungary’s Jews. His mother and 10-year-old sister died in an Auschwitz gas chamber; while his father perished in Buchenwald. Rubin stayed long enough until he was liberated two years later by American troops. “We stunk, had terrible diseases. Still, they picked us up and brought us life,” Rubin recalled recently. He then took a vow to join that Army one day.

In 1948, his remaining family moved to America where he worked in New York City as a shoemaker, and then a butcher, before enlisting in the Army in 1950—not yet a U.S. citizen. Within months, he found himself on the front lines in Korea under the thumb of First Sgt. Artice Watson, an anti-Semite who repeatedly sent Rubin for dangerous assignments, such as to hold a strategically critical hill so his battalion could withdraw. So for the next 24 hours, the lone Private fought wave after wave of North Korean soldiers—ran around to fire from different directions and rolled hand grenades down so the enemy would think there were many soldiers to face in the battle.

For his deeds, the two commanding officers ordered Watson to secure the Medal of Honor for Rubin. But they were killed soon after, and the First Sergeant never prepared the papers. Fellow GIs later signed affidavits stating that the Watson rebuffed Rubin because he did not want the combat honor to go to a Jew. “I really believe, in my heart, that (the sergeant) would have jeopardized his own safety rather than assist in any way whatsoever in the awarding of the medal to a person of Jewish descent,” former Cpl. Harold Speakman wrote.

His undaunted bravery did not stop there, however. In October 1950 at the Battle of Unsan, the US troops were attacked by a large Chinese army. Rubin defended his unit using the last machine gun to give chance for the badly injured ones to retreat. The battle ended with hundreds of US soldiers—including the severely wounded Rubin—were captured.

Since then they had to fight the constant hunger, fatigue, and disease. Life was made difficult for those prisoners of war that nobody would help the others. But Rubin was an exception. having survived the Nazis concentration camp, he knew how to get through the hardest times. Almost every evening he stole food from the Chinese and North Korean supply depots and share anything he could get with the others. In a letter written in 1982, fellow prisoner James Bourgeois told how everyday Rubin would boil a helmet full of snow to clean his bandages and tend to a large open wound on his shoulder; when the wound filled with pus, Rubin foraged for maggots and placed them in the gash to eat away the infection, saving Bourgeois’ arm. “he was a godsend,” says Leo Cormier, another fellow POW. “Tibor saved my life, as well as many other guys.”

More than 1,600 prisoners were reported to die at the camp that winter in Korea. Rubin was said to keep at least forty inmates alive. Yet he received nothing from the Army but his discharge; kidneys half gone; plenty of implanted stents to keep his heart beating; bad arthritis and an unusable right leg: 100 percent medical disability!

In the early 1980s, his fellow prisoners acted. They began a campaign to have his heroics recognized. In the affidavits submitted to the Army after their release they recommended him for the Medal of Honor, Distinguished Service Cross and Silver Star, the Army’s investigation showed.

In 1988, Sen. John McCain introduced a special bill on Rubin’s behalf to force the Army to look into his valorous conduct. In 2001 U.S. Rep. Robert Wexler of Florida introduced a bill to force the Pentagon to review the records of veterans who may have been denied the Medal of Honor because they were Jews. And finally Pentagon moved and gave the heroes what they deserved.

Rubin only said in his still-thick Hungarian accent, “After 55 years, I never figured I’m going to get it, so I’m very happy.”

This has been originally posted here on October 17, 2005

Around the Globe 11:18 am

Kimi Raikkonen had his best triumph so far at the Japanese Grand Prix thriller yesterday. After having to change his engine and the falling rain during the qualifying which put him to the 17th starting position, he had made his way to victory—the seventh this season; while the world champion Fernando Alonso has collected six (three of them happened after Raikkonen had an engine failure).

In the race world where overtaking is not quite often, Raikkonen ruined Giancarlo Fisichella’s dream to win at the last lap. Fisi, who was constantly leading before it all happened, said a modest remark, “Honestly I was pushing 100% but he was much quicker than me. Maybe, because I was a bit slow on the exit of the chicane and the hairpin.”

Fisi’s teammate, Alonso, came up the third. It wasn’t so bad either, as he started at the 16th grid—only Raikkonen was better. On the result, he said, “I could have won!” Yeah right, if Kimi had another engine failure!

This has been posted here on October 10, 2005

Around the Globe, Indonesia 11:15 am

Since 2002, there has been no year passed without bombings in Indonesia. Being the world’s largest Muslim populated country does not offer any guarantee against Muslim terrorism, as three bombs exploded in Bali on October 1. The second time within the last three years, the blasts claimed 22 lives and injured 102 others.

While the 2002 bombings killed 202 people, the latter may cause bigger devastation. Not only it would put a real dampener on the still-hurt tourism industry which may lead to the financial downturn; but it would also carry another aftereffect which is not less disturbing: vengeance.

With the devastation they had caused, the terrorists more than deserve the vengeance. The only problem is that nobody knows for sure who they really are; except the talks that they are Jemaah Islamiyah (JI)—a Southeast Asian terrorist group links to Al Qaeda. Terrorism is an unknown entity, which raises fear that “the absence of a clearly defined enemy will tempt the Balinese to take their anger out on the community that has many times been mistakenly associated with the terrorist organization”. Thus the conflict may lead to interreligious conflict between Muslims and Hindus in the country—one thing that never happened in the past.

In the brutalized area one kilometer to the south, a weeping community leader put that sadness into words of disbelief. “Why do they keep attacking us, singling us out. Have we wronged them in the past?” he asked.

The following morning, a Denpasar housewife woke up with the pain of anger burning in her heart. “They attacked us because we are Hindus. It’s about time we avenged this cruelty,” she said gritting her teeth.

The truth is that no matter in what shape they keep their disguise; there is no justification in terrorism, whether it’s viewed from cultural or religious reasons. By claiming themselves to be Muslims raises suspicions that they only made Muslims as the scapegoat of their terror actions.

Hopefully the attack won’t turn into bigger disaster after world leaders condemned the attack and pledged to support Indonesia in its fight against terrorism. “The United States condemns the terrorist bombings today in Bali that claimed innocent lives and injured many more. Our thoughts and prayers are with the families of the victims, and we wish a speedy recovery to those injured,” as the U.S. Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice said in a statement.

This has been originally posted here on October 3, 2005

Around the Globe, Against All Odds 11:03 am

Kim Phuc Phan Ti was no ordinary girl. She is the girl in the picture taken by the Associated Press photographer, Nick Ut, which won him a Pulitzer Prize. Only, she was not a smiling photo model.The picture captured the moment when the nine year old Kim pulled off her burning clothes from her badly wounded body and screamed, “Too hot! Too hot!”

Being born in 1963 in the village of Trang Bang, 30 miles north of Saigon, Kim was raised during the war time. In June 1972, her hamlet was occupied by the National Liberation Front (NLF) forces—which U.S. soldiers came to refer to as Viet Cong; from the Vietnamese term for Vietnamese Communist .

On June 8, 1972, the South Vietnamese Army’s 25th Division swept through the village. Photographer Nick Ut, stood across the road with the soldiers and other reporters at that time, recalled seeing hundreds of refugees fled from Trang Bang. The village fell silent at noon. Most people believed that the North Vietnamese and their Vietcong allies had already withdrawn—not even communist snipers seemed to be left behind. The field commander of the troops outside the village then asked for additional air support from South Vietnam Airforce units based at Bien Hoa, some 15 miles away. At 2 PM a soldier finally threw smoke grenade to mark the target area for the approaching Skyraiders.

The two Skyraider aircraft of the Vietnamese Air Force (VNAF) started the heavy bombings at the edge of the village, near the Cai Dai pagoda. Explosive bombs were dropped; followed by incendiary bombs—large containers with a mix of explosives, white phosphorus and the black oily napalm; and ended with heavy machinegun fire during closing strafing runs. The mission was accomplished, but it turned out to be a tragedy as soon as the terrified and wounded villagers came running from the village.

“When we (the reporters) moved closer to the village we saw the first people running. I thought ‘Oh my God’ when I suddenly saw a woman with her left leg badly burned by napalm. Then came a woman carrying a baby, who died, then another woman carrying a small child with it’s skin coming off. When I took a picture of them I heard a child screaming and saw that young girl who had pulled off all her burning clothes. She yelled to her brother on her left,” said Nick Ut during an interview.

The girl was Kim Phuc. With third-degree burns over half of her body, she was not expected to survive. But Nick Ut drove her to a hospital and urged the doctors to treat her. It took years of treatment and seventeen operations to bring her worth living life back to her. “I saw the bombs. I saw the fire. There was a terrible heat. I tore off my burning clothes. But the burning didn’t stop. People poured water over me from their canteens. Then I fainted,” she testified.

Her story received the world’s sympathy; but ten years after, her fame turned to be a nightmare when she was yanked out of a university by the Vietnamese government and kept as “national symbol of war”. School was banned; trips abroad were almost impossible as she received daily supervisions on her schedule. There were always foreign journalists who would track her down and expose her. Her liberty had been taken. Only in 1986 she was allowed to resume her studies in Cuba—under special supervision; where she met her husband and they decided to marry. Vietnamese officials gave them permission to go to Moscow for their honeymoon, but during an airplane refueling in Gander, Newfoundland, Canada, they got off the plane and asked for political asylum there.

Today Kim Phuc is living a different life in Canada with her husband and two children; but she remains the same woman. Her rough times are now part of history, yet they had never made her bitter. She continues to dedicate her life in promoting peace with her Kim Foundation International; a foundation to help children victims of war by providing medical and psychological help to get through their traumatic experiences. For her activities, she was appointed as the UNESCO Goodwill Ambassador on November 10, 1994.

“Pain never disappears. You just learn how to deal with it,” she said during a December 2003 presentation at a church in the United States. Everyone may have their own way of dealing with pain, but Kim Phuc has chosen forgiveness, reconciliation and tolerance, “Even if I could talk face to face with the pilot who dropped the bombs, I would tell him we cannot change history but we should try to do good things for the present and for the future to promote peace”.

This has been originally posted here on September 27, 2005

Around the Globe, Against All Odds 11:00 am

War, no matter on what purpose, has always been terrible. Lives are taken, infrastructures are destroyed, and rights are violated. Those are not unusual. But the worst is when one loses all without even able to defend themselves. Those unarmed civilians, that is. Wafa Abu Shmais knew it far too much, having spent her entire life in Nablus; a city home to over 100,000 people which has constant political instability due to the Israeli-Palestinian conflicts. Having no relation to the conflict; she is an English teacher, the mother of four children, a wife and daughter, Palestinian, and Muslim.

She had seen oppression happened very often in her time. Her worst nightmare was during the three week invasion by the Israel Defense Forces (IDF) in April 2002 which they called as a self-defense. True or not; in any case terrorist attacks originated from Nablus did not mean that the whole city deserved the collective punishment. Wafa was among them, spending her days during the curfew by jotting down a diary: “Soldiers in My House”.

Ramallah, Qalqilyah, Tulkarem, Jenin and Bethlehem were besieged earlier that year, when Wafa and her family realized their time would also come. They were right. At 9 PM, Wednesday April 3, tanks and other heavy machinery began to move towards Nablus from the north and the south; accompanied with intense noises of explosions that shook windows and doors—and shattered some. Apache helicopters supported them from the sky—shooting missiles. Upon this, Wafa’s husband decided to move the whole family with his parents who lived next door, below the level of the main street. From their windows, the entrances to the house were visible.

Horror filled the children as they entered their grandparents’ house; they were Nana (14), Vino (12), Nammor (10), and Nadeen (3). Half an hour later, the electrical generator was turned off. Darkness covered the city, but was soon broken by the lights of the tanks. Four hundred tanks were expected to come. People hid in fear. IDF declared Nablus as a closed military area; press was not allowed to enter, making it impossible to enter or leave the city. These people were literally alone.

It was raining the next day. Balta, a nearby refugee camp, was targeted. A soldier called through the loudspeaker for a family in the camp to leave their house with their hands up within the count of ten. One started to count down 10, 9, 8, and as soon as he reached 1, there were loud explosions. Dust and the smell of dynamite covered the air. A three-story building had been completely destroyed within seconds. Bulldozers arrived, destroying everything in their path.

Friday and then Saturday, more tanks and bulldozers came. There was no electricity, no water, and no telephone. Mobile phones were already run out of power. There were only more countdowns for families to leave their house; more houses were destroyed. The next day, Wafa’s father-in-law went out for a breath of fresh air. He had walked about 100 meters when snipers in a nearby house shot at him. Though brave as he was, what could an old man do against fully-armed soldiers? Quickly he came back running. Neighbors shouted to tell that three nights ago the soldiers took over a house and stayed since then. The snipers shot at anything that moved.

Monday April 8, the children all looked depressed and tired. Nammor asked whether he could go out and play with his friends, in which Wafa replied, “Do you want to get killed? Even if you’re only lightly wounded, you’ll die because there won’t be any ambulances to get you to hospital.”

He asked tentatively, “I am a child, why would they kill me?”

At this point his grandfather pointed out, “Don’t forget that they shot at me and I am 80-years old. Their bullets won’t distinguish between an old man and a child.”

“When things are over, you’ll be able to go out to school and do whatever you want,” trying to encourage him, Wafa then murmured rather to herself, “There has always been rain after long droughts.”

The rain they expected, however, did not fall that night. There were even louder noises outside instead. It was so dark they could see nothing, but the strong hammerings followed by three explosions were inescapable from their hearing. They only thought that the soldiers were looting shops, but it was not really a shop: the soldiers occupied Wafa’s house. They rushed to get a closer look, but a soldier stopped them, “Go Home!” then started to fire after a few seconds. Shocked, Wafa cried bitterly.

One week since the invasion began; things had been more unbearable. They were running out of water and food. The snipers kept shooting and throwing stun grenades from inside Wafa’s house. It was ironic since no one fired at them. People were too afraid to go out.

The news reported that about 100 people had been killed so far in Nablus and a number of houses destroyed. It was like a horrible natural disaster—only that this one was caused by people; as those heavily armed soldiers “defended themselves” against sewage pipes, trees, electricity poles, and the unarmed civilians who were trapped inside their own homes with shortage of supplies.

One day the sound of breaking glass was heard from inside Wafa’s house: the soldiers were smashing glasses against the wall in front of them. It disheartened her to imagine the damage done inside the house. She had no insurance. To calm herself down, she and her mother-in-law then prepared the lunch from some dried food—as it was all they had left. But it caused three more shooting as her father-in-law ran to the neighbor to ask for a bottle of yogurt for lunch.

The evening news on the BBC carried the news about hundreds of dead people and tens of rotten bodies in Jenin camp, which were taken to Israel by the soldiers to be buried there. “Why? Was it an attempt to cover the amount of victims?” she asked angrily.

The children saw soldiers carried three huge boxes of food and drinks on the next day. They put the boxes up to Wafa’s house and threw a pile of garbage sacks in a tank size on the street afterwards. At this point the Israelis said that they had taken over the cities, purified the country of terrorists and that their mission was over. But they still made no sign of leaving; neither did the soldiers in Wafa’s house. They stayed; kept singing; kept throwing buckets of water. On April 15, three female soldiers joined the rest in the house. Heaven knows what they were doing.

Another night came. Things ran as usual, only more insane. The soldiers shot like maniacs. There were huge explosions before dawn and an Apache helicopter was flying low. Tanks and military vehicles clanked in distance along with intense shooting. It was difficult to decide whether they were coming or leaving the city. In the morning, however, a neighbor came to bring the great news that the soldiers had left!

Wafa was the last to arrive at the broken door only to see the emptied guest room. She ran to the living room where she found all the furniture heaped in one corner of the hall: the chairs, tables, even the pictures on the wall. Sands, toilet papers, and cigarette butts were everywhere. Still could not believe what she had just seen, she entered the kitchen to find worms wiggled from inside the refrigerator. Other rooms were in no better condition. Nothing remained in its usual place. There was a magazine with pictures of naked women on the girls’ desk.

“The soldiers have used my house for their own purposes, which were unacceptable and illogical what so ever. But why did they sabotage its contents before they left? Weren’t they supposed to be thankful for us for using it?” Wafa ran around in a daze, not knowing whether to laugh after the soldiers had really left, or cry to see the mess they had done to her home. There came the cleaning job. She heaped up piles of clothes and blankets in a room size. With many neighbors came to help, it was already dark when they finished.

Things remained the same in the next few days. Sorting things and cleaning were all they did with their sore hands—still without water and electricity. Nammor found 15 bullets inside the house; mostly spent. In a drawer, Wafa found her underwear with a white dry stuff on them. The soldiers had been using her underwear to masturbate. She thought with disgust, “I believe it wasn’t war against terror. It was terror itself. How could taking my house by force be justified as fighting terror? I was not even consulted for the keys. I was only staying at my parent-in-law’s house next door. None of the soldiers apologized for what they did as civilized people would do in such situations. How could destroying my furniture and tearing up the kids’ textbooks be considered as fighting terror? Who can explain to me that the magazines of naked women that they left in my kids’ rooms were ways of fighting terror?”

It was Thursday when finally electricity and water were fixed. The Israeli also told the Red Cross staff that the curfew would be lifted between 1 to 6 PM. The news gave courage for the family to drive to the old city only to see destruction along the way. The road was filled with pools of water, rocks, and uprooted roots. Garbage sacks everywhere made the air smelled awful. There were damaged cars, electricity poles lying on the road, and wearied people. Four schools were hit. The biggest mosque was completely destroyed. Houses were reduced to piles of rubble. Wafa cried. There were over 200 houses that had been taken over by the soldiers, and about 350 people in Jenin were slaughtered; according to the news.

An Israeli woman criticized her government whom she said to have prevented humanitarian aid and the Red Cross rescue operations from doing their duty in Jenin. She went on to say that they were the first to send food, tents, medical aid and trained dogs to Turkey, when there was earthquake earlier that day. “Why did we do it in Turkey and not in Jenin, which was less than one hour away from Israel?” she added.

That evening was again heavy with shooting which became more intense after midnight. It terrified the children that they moved to their parents’ room. In the morning they learned that the shooting was part of the withdrawal. It was a relief that they had gone—for now.

Despite her overwhelming despair, Wafa was grateful that all her family members were safe. Listening to others’ stories gave her strength. She knew a family of seven members whose house was shelled by the Apache helicopter. The whole family died under the house ruins, leaving two children alive to face an unknown dark future. A man was shot dead and his body was left in the streets of the city for days and by the time the curfew was lifted, rats had eaten parts of his body. It was when she knew that the biggest miracle was to stay alive.

This has been originally posted here on September 27, 2005

Popular Culture 10:57 am

The marriage between Jennifer Aniston and Brad Pitt is now all but over. According to court records, the divorce will be official on October 2—after four and a half years of marriage. So, who gets the advantage? Apparently, there are many.

Vanity Fair’s interview with Aniston recently has made its September issue as an all time best seller. She also made an appearance on the Oprah Winfrey Show for the show’s 20th Anniversary Season Premiere yesterday.

Kitson boutique however seems to have its own way in capturing the moment. Inspired by the love triangle rumors between Pitt, Aniston, and Jolie, it has been selling “Team Aniston” and “Team Jolie” baseball T-shirts. The creative maker, White Trash Charms, said that Aniston T-shirt is “overwhelmingly outstripping team Jolie and has been selling with unbelievable speed, so that in order to obtain one you have to join a three-month waiting list”.

Take a look at the two famous customers who are proudly wearing the T-shirts: Paris and Nicky Hilton. So which side are you on?

This has been originally posted here on September 20, 2005

Around the Globe, Against All Odds, Hungary 10:53 am

The gypsies have a long ominous history in their journey of life. Originated from Central and North-Western India in between the fifth and twelfth centuries, today they number up to 30 millions. A third of them are living in Europe. Although they were vaguely thought to have come from Egypt —the word Gypsy comes from Egyptians or Gyptian; in Eastern and Central Europe they prefer to be called Roma; in Western Europe they are known as Manush and Sinti; and Spanish and Portuguese call them Gitanos. They have retained strong tribal and family loyalties and preserved systems of collective security which conflict with common European traditions, resulted them to be most deprived yet fastest growing ethnic minority.

In Hungary, their suffering dates back to 1476, when King Mathias authorized officials to employ Gypsies as slaves, to be scattered throughout his kingdom, often to labor as blacksmiths hammering out weapons and metal implements for torture. In 1721, their fate had not become better when local superstition considered them as vampires and cannibals. The Austro-Hungarian Emperor Karl VI then ordered extermination of all Gypsies throughout his large empire. During World War II, as Gypsy historians claimed, an estimated 1.5 million Gypsies in Nazi-occupied Europe were executed.

In the past few decades, Hungary and most other European nations canceled racist laws against Gypsies. Communism however had a part in creating their still gloomy present, as the government outlawed the Gypsies’ nomadic existence for working at communist-run farms and factories. When freedom arrived as communism collapsed across East Europe in 1989, Gypsies suffered an upsurge in unemployment and racist violence. They were suddenly useless in a capitalist marketplace.

Professor Miklos Haraszti of the University of California’s Study Centre in Budapest said, “In Hungary, only 0.3 per cent of Roma hold post-secondary school diplomas and only one in four could complete primary school”. Their jobless rate is over 60 per cent—more than six times the Hungarian average; and their life expectancy is ten year less than the national average, to measure their economic and health condition. The educational gap between the Gypsies and the Hungarian ethnic majority has not narrowed over the past 40 years. And even today, only one in five Gypsy families could afford to send their children to secondary schools. No wonder that the victory of receiving an official diploma is considered a great success after having to go through a long hard struggle; whereas some of us could obtain the same honor twice at once with no trouble.

Krisztina Rostas is one among a few happy ending stories happen to the Roma. Being born in Miskolc twenty six years ago, she now lives in a tiny village called Arokto in northern Hungary where many Roma live in very poor conditions. Her mother is in a state-owned institution due to her mental illness. She has been living with her father and grandmother since she was very young.

She attended a grammar school in her youth but then failed to get into any secondary school for two reasons: She was born without one arm, and she did not have enough grades at grammar school. The latter is a common phenomenon for Roma students in Hungary. Krisztina however declined to give up. She applied to the bakery and dairy industry trade schools, but was rejected due to her disability. She thought of moving to Budapest to study in a gardening school for physically handicapped children there. With her father, she eventually came to visit the school, but it was no option. They could not afford for her to move to the city. Disappointed, she returned to home and tried her luck once again to find a job, to no avail. She then began to write letters to letters to foundations, high schools, technical schools, and trade schools. Most of them never even bothered to respond, and when they did, it was only to refuse her application.

The fourteen year old Krisztina afterwards visited those schools in person by hitch-hiking from one place to another. She talked to the directors, showed them the pile of letters she had sent, and those that she had received, all with the same message: “I am sorry to inform you that we are not able to accept your application.”

A common solution would be getting a job when one could not afford to go to school. In Krisztina’s case, it was almost impossible. She knew that, but instead of being idle, she went to the regional labor centers and tried to apply for a course. Of course there was no real possibility for her to ever become a dress- or shoe-maker with her one arm. Later she started a French language and accountancy correspondence course with the help of the labor center, and had to give it up for financial reason.

On September 12, 1995, the school year had already started, when she saw an advertisement for a preparatory course in the University of Miskolc which was still accepting applicants. Not wanting to let the chance slip away, the girl went to the university and asked to talk to the man who organized the course. She did not even know that one needs to graduate from high school before going to a university. The man said he could not admit her, of course, but after listening to her story, he promised to find her a job. That day she was very happy. The gentleman even gave her some money so she could by the bus ticket to go home.

In the bus, she met several students from Arokto who were traveling home from high school. They told her that there were still five open places in their school for new students. In her desperate effort, Krisztina decided to come to the school again, although so far she had been there twice already.

She talked to the director; begged him to listen for a few minutes. He was an elderly man with a strict look on his face. She repeated all she had always said. She told him that she wanted to study so much that she regretted all her bad grades on her grammar school. If only she were given the chance, she would be very diligent, she said. There were many things she would do in her life and how much she wanted to help others. She added, though, if her application was ever accepted, he should be aware that she was very poor that she could not afford to pay her own transportation to school.

All the while she was talking, the man looked through the pile of papers that she had brought. He did not even interrupt. When she finished, he just stared at her, “You do not have money, you do not have adequate grades, and you want to go to school?”

She explained that all she wanted was a single chance to try.

He stood up by this reply, went to the window and asked again, “Do you have any meetings for Monday?”

“No.”

“Do you have a bag?”

“No, I don’t.”

“Do you have enough money to come to school on Monday?”

“No.”

“Then you are in,” he said.

She goggled. Could not believe of what she had just heard, she could not even stand up from the seat for minutes. When she eventually left his office, he said: “Don’t forget to come to school on Monday!”

So school days were started, but her problems did not end there. During the first few days she was always late. In the first week, the history teacher asked the class “Who is this Krisztina Rostas who received the lowest grade on this easy test?” When Krisztina introduced herself, the teacher asked her why she was always late and never even bothered to take any notes during her classes.

She made up reasons that her bus was always late to school—which was a lie, since a classmate came with supposed to be the same bus and she testified never to see Krisztina there. Then she said that her father never got up early enough to cause her delay. But after a while she had to confess that she went to school by hitch-hiking. When she was lucky, she could arrive in school by 8. Otherwise, she would be late. She told the teacher that she was sorry, because she had no money to buy exercise book either.

The school then bought her exercise books and the director asked the municipality of Arokto to pay for her meals in school and a monthly bus ticket. The history teacher frequently brought food to school for her. The first year was very hard after she missed a year of studying and she had very bad grades.

Her financial state was no better. Her family’s income was 18,000 Forints—approximately US$ 90, barely enough for anything. She therefore started a part-time job for Melodiak, a company at the university that provides students with occasional jobs in Miskolc. She woke up at 03.15 in the morning so she could distribute newspapers before going to school. After returning from school at 13:30, she sold phone-subscriptions for the whole afternoon before going home to do the household works, as her grandmother was ill at that time. And in the evening she studied under the dim light of tatarka—a piece of cloth put in a spoonful of grease and lit—since the electricity in her house had already been turned off for so long after they could not pay the bills.

Fortunately there were always kindhearted people. Her history teacher later paid out her electricity bills. She also occasionally tutored Krisztina and prepared her for university. Her will to study was her key to success. In her third year of highs school, she received a scholarship from the Soros Foundation. After graduating in 1999, she managed to get into the faculty of social politics in a university in Budapest. She also worked at the Secretariat of the Department of Social Politics.

The Foundation for the Hungarian Roma—a non-governmental foundation that provides financial and professional support for Hungarian Roma students—then also gave her scholarship. She was able to take free English classes and had a personal tutor at the university. Today she is able to live and support her now ill father. Along her many activities, she always has some time to volunteer as a social worker. She began at the State Institute of Blind People to help adults and mentally disabled children.

She is aware that what had happened to her was an exception. There are more Roma who are not that fortunate. Therefore her desire now is to improve the situation of Roma people in society. It is a pity that discrimination towards Roma still exists nowadays, said her as she recalled her classmate’s experience. In Budapest, a Rom classmate applied for a dishwasher job at a fast-food restaurant. He was turned down and told that they did not need any more people. And they found out that half an hour later they hired another friend—a non-Rom student—for the same position. It is a pity that many people in Hungary do not trust a Rom college student to be good enough as a dishwasher. Claiming that education is the major issue, she hopes to help Roma people to earn people’s trust in the future. In her own words, she said, “It is frequently said that Roma do not want to work, that they are too lazy to work, and that is why they live in bad situations. I know that in my region there was no possibility to work, and if a company did hire a few people, they were not willing to take on Roma. Roma cannot take a valuable role in a society that considers them useless”.

This has been originally posted here on September 16, 2005

Around the Globe, Against All Odds, Indonesia 10:50 am

An Indonesian literature student was asked about Pramoedya Ananta Toer on an author forum in Paris in 1999. To the audience surprise, he answered that he never heard nor read any of his works. Later he explained. Pramoedya’s works were strictly prohibited in Indonesia by President Suharto—also known as the New Order regime—who ruled from 1966 to 1998. A student was imprisoned for 8 years because he discussed about Pramoedya’s novels. How bizarre!

Who is Pramoedya Ananta Toer really? He is one among many Indonesia’s authors. Yet his writings were his soul as they expressed his views. As a humanitarian who could never stand the injustices, his works were full of criticism towards the ruling government. As the result, life was constantly made uneasy for him. Almost half of his life was spent under imprisonment.

In his twenties, he joined a paramilitary group in Jakarta to defend the newly independent country from the Netherlands’ aggression after the World War II was over. During his military career, he began to write short stories and books. He was then jailed by the Dutch in 1948 and 1949. He could however read books such as John Steinbeck’s “Of Mice and Men” and “The Human Comedy” by William Saroyan which were his strength to survive.

In 1958 he was appointed a member of Lekra’s Plenum, an organization which was said to be a supporter of the communist party. Upon this decision, people accused him of moving leftwards, proven by his works which mostly challenged the government policies. This led him to receive a lot of criticisms from other authors. His story “Korupsi”—Corruption—had created a small feud with President Sukarno’s government. In 1960, under General Nasution’s order, he had to return to jail for disagreeing with the government policy concerning the discrimination towards the Indonesian Chinese. His book “Hoakiau” was banned since then, and only republished in 1998 after Suharto was forced to resign.

His other works since then were more or less received the same treatment. Many of his manuscripts had been ransacked by the Dutch, English, and mostly Indonesian government. “I don’t know why. They had looted everything,” said he. When he recalled those works, his face turned gloomier. “I don’t understand; if they wanted those documentations, I would give them gladly. But they could have used more humane ways. I have started to collect those manuscripts since the previous century. How could they do that!” There was a almost a tear he tried to hide on his old face.

But Pramoedya has always been strong. In 1962-1965, he was an editor of “Lentera” (Lantern), the weekly section of the leftist daily “Bintang Timur”; lecturing Indonesian literature at the University of Res Publika; teaching at Dr. Abdul Rivai Academy for Journalism; and one of the founders of the “Multatuli” Literature Academy.

While his star was rising, a tragedy happened in 1965 and changed his life forever . On October 1, he heard on the radio about an attempted coup which resulted in kidnapping and murdering six generals. The news was followed by the announcement of promotion and degradation for those who did and did not participate in the coup. He was stricken dumb and confused. It all happened in a sudden as he heard nothing of it before between his works which occupied most of his time.

However, the news was soon spread by several friends who came to him. There was a writer who asked him to allow him to stay at his house—which he refused, since he had not yet known the real situation. Shortly after, an officer from the university came to give his payment and said that the university was closed because of the situation was unsafe. A few days later, an officer from a pencil factory in which he served as an advisor gave him six months of emergency wages and said that the factory had to be closed because the situation worsened. A friend came and said that D.N. Aidit—the leader of the communist party—had his house burned down by a mob, along with a few others’. He also reported how these people moved: they attacked somebody’s house, and then people in uniforms would come. But it was strange, as they did not protect the owner of the house; they arrested him instead. “I’m sure you’ll be treated the same way,” he said then to Pramoedya. “But what is my fault?” asked Pramoedya in return. “Your only fault, sir, is because you’re an important figure.”

“Is that all? Then I am always here,” he said eventually.

During those days, the Armed Forces chief General Nasution made commando-like speeches on the radio, urging the public to “destroy the Communist Party root and branch.” After these statements, the murder, looting and burning of the army intensified to the point of madness. It was this general who awarded the military regime with the name “New Order,” which is used to this day to refer to Suharto’s government in Indonesia.

People kept advising Pramoedya to leave meanwhile. A tailor offered him a safe place somewhere in Central Java . He said thank you, but politely refused. He was even wondering why others could see that his life was in danger. Another friend warned him to escape. “What should I escape from? Why?” he repeatedly asked. To a young writer who acted suspiciously, he said, “I have been always here, alone. If the mob will really come, I will face them alone. I belong here.”

The clock was ticking, and the situation was becoming more and more terrible. Fortunately his wife who had just given birth two months ago stayed in her parents’ house; along with the children. Pramoedya then put his name plank which was fallen back to its place as if to say: “Here I am, don’t get lost!” He afterward returned to his work on the encyclopedia of Indonesian literature until he grew tired; and read an Islamic book where he turned off all the lights and sat alone at the courtyard. His only companion was his younger brother who returned to Indonesia from his study abroad to work on his dissertation.

They came! At 11 PM on October 13, he suddenly realized that his house was surrounded by people. He then switched the lamp-post on. He could see people tried to escape from the light. They wore mask. In an instant he had a bad thought that those people had just robbed somebody else. He had heard enough rumors already about the military officers ordered school students to shout against President Sukarno. And there was a soldier lived nearby who kept shouting since two days before, that the military had their own policy Sukarno had no more authority. “So I was not just blindly giving prejudice,” he explained.

However, the horde seemed to be in doubt. Each time he turned the light off, they appeared. But then when it was turned on, they ran away. He suspected that he knew those faces behind the mask. Not so long after, rocks were hurled onto his house—too big to be thrown by one person. “I could not imagine what would happen to my two month old baby if he were here,” Pram recalled. Huge rocks flew and landed through the roof. He was sure that these people wanted his life. He hurriedly grabbed a wooden stick and a small katana given by his friend who came from Japan. It was his last day, he thought, at his own place. There was no way to fight so many people, but he must defend himself anyhow; and at least to give something to remember to those people: words which are sharper than any weapons.

He shouted furiously at those people, “Is this what you call as struggling? I have been fighting since I was young, but not like this. Come, call your leader! What kind of fight is this?”

The noise stopped; and also the rock throwing. But a moment later a quite huge piece of stone broke the silence and landed on Pramoedya’s thigh before continuing to hit the front door to crash. Then the rock throwing continued. Some even hit the lamp-post and caused it broken.

A voice was heard, “Where is the oil? Let us burn the house!” Another voice replied, “Don’t! It would also burn my house!” Pramoedya turned back, and noticed that his brother was no longer there. He hoped that his brother could escape from the back gate and jumped to the neighbor’s courtyard. Things nevertheless turned to happen exactly as he heard from his friend. Soon after, people in uniforms arrived: a method which could be seen during the New Order rule. They were soldiers and policemen. He opened the door for them all. They came in and said, “It’s useless to fight against public opinion.” He answered, “They are lynch mob; they don’t represent the public!”

The leader proposed after checking the whole house, “Come Sir, we will guard you from here,” in which he responded by calling his younger brother to prepare things since they promised to guard them. He packed the manuscript of his book “Girl of the Coast” and a typewriter. He asked one of the policemen in the team to promise to save all his works and library within the house. The policeman promised he would. Then the guards took them—Pramoedya and his brother—away from the house followed by the people in mask. They brought spears, krises, daggers, and small swords. The guards did nothing to these men. When they reached the field behind Pramoedya’s house, before getting the prisoners onto the car, they tied their hand backwards and connected it to their neck; so that whenever they struggled, the tie would suffocate them.

Suddenly Pram regretted his decision. It was painful to die like that, he thought. It would be much better if he fought on the land he lived. But he kept walking towards the car waiting for them. There, an angry guard blew a strike to his face using the butt of his rifle. Hurriedly he turned his face so that the metal missed his eye. It “only” broke his cheek bone instead. He had almost completely lost his hearing since then.

The prisoners afterwards were brought to the Army Strategic Reserve Command (KOSTRAD) headquarter. Again, Pramoedya asked one of the soldiers to save his beloved private library. “The government could have them; just don’t let them to be destroyed”, he warned the officer, who promised he would do as he was told. Then they were marched to another house inside the building.

A guard took everything Pramoedya had in his hands, including: papers, typewriter, also the small katana which was slipped inside his socks. When he was left alone, however, the guard approached him and returned his Rolex, after warning him to hide it carefully. They were then led to a room where there had been several people laid down on the floor.

A young soldier with a charming face approached and asked him questions. He replied with a question concerning the soldier’s rank. The young soldier knocked him over several times before leaving. Two hours later another Nissan patrol arrived. It carried lots of things. He could recognize some of his belongings there. At that point he began to understand that his library which including 5,000 books and a few tons of newspapers collection from his students had been raided.

It was over midnight. In the meantime more and more people were captured. Some of them could not walk that the guards tossed them onto the floor. One of them recognized Pramoedya, and asked what happened to him. He looked upon himself. His clothes were full of blood stains from his face and also his wounded thigh. This man then told him that people had looted his house and left it empty; not even a single ripe mango could stay on its tree.

The morning was started by the arrival of barefooted journalists; they were all wounded on their knees. Among them there was his uncle. Soon he learned that those journalists were forced to crawl on their knees on the rock-strewn road. As always, the soldiers flung them out of the truck. The room was full of people already, and more were still to come. Painful moans were heard, including from female voices. On the other hand, growing tensions were felt as the media—those which supported the army movement—kept arousing people’s anger by making up insane stories: the female partisans of the party had cut the private parts of the generals who were kidnapped and did seductive dancing in front of them. Pramoedya was shocked to see that his own people could ever do such a thing. The guard who returned his watch entered the room and erased the words written on the blackboard: “Banish the communist party!”

And then there came Pramoedya’s turn for interrogation. He was taken to a room where terrible groans were often heard; also from women. But at that time it was rather quiet. The electro-shockers were switched off. In the corner there was an officer questioning an inmate; he was dark, tall, slim, and wearing heavy boots. He repeatedly trampled on the inmate’s naked feet. Between the poor lad’s fingers there were pencils; and repeatedly the officer squeezed his fingers. He smiled while asking, “What is wrong? Why are you shouting?” Pramoedya sat next to the boy. Yet, unlike him, he received a humane treatment. His interrogator started with the question why he was bleeding all over.

Pram: I fell down.

Question: What do you think about the last night movement?

Pram: I know nothing about it.

Question: Do you agree with it?

Pram: Given the real information, maybe I could answer the question within five years from now.

At that point, things were not yet clear, but Pramoedya could suspect that the communist party was thought to be responsible for the kidnapping—and murdering—of the six generals. Another inmate had also suggested him to admit that he was a member of the party whenever he was asked the question—the truth matters not—unless he wanted them to change him into a disabled for the rest of his life. So he did.

Question: Do you believe that this country will be a communist country?

Pram: Not within these 40 years

Question: Why not?

Pram: Because of the geographical factor and people’s conventionality

When the interrogation was over, he asked the officer who returned his watch to free his younger brother, which he accepted. Then he also entrusted his watch to be given to his wife. After that, he was removed to another CPM Guntur prison only to be ripped off from all he had left, including tooth brush and belt. His six month wages from Res Publika and the pencil factory inside his pockets were also taken. They said it was necessary to prevent them from being stolen. From there, they were all transferred to another prison called Salemba. Hands up behind their neck, walking on their knees; they must not stand as tall as the guards.

Subsequently the human rights of these people were continually harassed. Around 1.5 millions people were estimated to be the victims of this operation, including Pramoedya. He—along with 12 thousands more people—was then sent to the concentration camps in the infamous Buru Island where oppression and hard works had waited. The rest died in various other ways. A fellow detainee claimed, “Only your right to breathe could not be taken away,” which was exaggerated; since many detainees also died during the encampment.

They all were imprisoned by their own government, yet the treatment they received was even worse than the prisoners during the Dutch reign. Pramoedya could no longer read nor write, for papers were not allowed. There were several Catholic missionaries who secretly gave books for the inmates to read, but it was far from safe. An inmate was killed for reading newspaper. But of course, nothing can stop Pramoedya from telling stories. After trying to send letters to his family to no avail; after helps from outsiders failed to reach him—including a typewriter sent by the French author Jean Paul Sartre ; he never gave up. He wrote many essays, notes, and letters and smuggled them out of the island with the help of a German priest. “These are personal notes, nothing more. There is no grand plan here,” he wrote as a foreword on his best-selling work “The Mute’s Soliloquy”. However, these personal notes are read by many around the world as well as his other books; the ones such as “The Buru Quartet”. His true power lays on his courage to report all.

Alone, he could not fight the situation, as he described on the work of how the inmates woke up in the morning after being beaten the night before, “The bodies of those men who could stand were wet with dew, but many more were unable to get up; they were either dead, unconscious, or had no strength left to stand. A sour smell of blood and human waste clung to the air.” By the end of the book Pramoedya included an unfinished list about the people who died on Buru—men, women, children—with their manner of death and last-known addresses; hoping that they would receive some justice they deserved one day and remain to be a part of the national memory.

In 1979, he was finally freed. Again, all his papers were taken from him, including a letter from President Suharto in which he advised Pramoedya to pray to God for guidance in “returning” to the path of righteousness. There was never a sound from the judiciary about the violations of his rights; not a single trial; not a formal charge.

Things were never the same again. Violations on the human rights kept happening to him and other ex political detainees; including their families. Their release from the camp was continued by years of house arrest. Their belongings—including house—were taken. They were banned from participating in the country’s election. For generations they—and their relatives—were given special stamp on the identity card which explained that they were related to a political detainee. Traveling abroad was forbidden. Beatings and insults were part of their everyday life. One of Pramoedya’s sons was beaten by his schoolmates while he was still in Senior High due to his father’s circumstances. Police came, arrested and beat him.

It all happened due to an unproven relation to the bloody revolution in 1965 which remains mystery even nowadays. Indonesian history books and newspapers still refer to this incident as an “attempted communist coup,” but there is no evidence that the Communist Party of Indonesia, as an organization, was involved in the kidnapping. “It was one of the biggest parties in the country with three million members at that time. If they wanted to launch a coup, why didn’t they just mobilize their branches in cities and towns outside Jakarta? Why was the party leadership caught completely off guard by the kidnapping?” asked Pramoedya. There were new facts found since then, including the connection of Suharto to the incident, but nobody knows for sure; not even Pramoedya, who had been victim. As there was no trial for Pramoedya, there has never been any trial for Suharto.

Now, eighty years have passed since Pramoedya was born. Many have happened to him. His courage to speak his mind had made him one of the most influential authors in Indonesia, although it took years for readers in Indonesia to know that; following the banning of the works in the author’s homeland.

That, however, never prevents him from getting international acknowledgements. So far his works have been translated into at least 28 languages, and he was awarded the 1995 Ramon Magsaysay Award for Journalism, Literature, and Creative Communication Arts. He has also been considered for the Nobel Prize in Literature. He also won the 2000 11th Fukuoka Asian Culture Prize and most recently the 2004 Norwegian Authors’ Union award for his contribution to the world literature and his continuous struggle for the right to freedom of expression. He completed a tour of North America in 1999 and won awards from the University of Michigan. The new government in Indonesia not only allows his books to be published, but also permits him to travel abroad. There are academics and readers and friends—Pramoedya is a friend of German Nobel prize winner Günter Grass—who honor him for what he has done. Denying any grudge against his fate, the author was fond of saying, “In this world everything has its own purpose; even injustice has its purpose. What is the purpose? It is to be fought.”

This has been originally posted here on September 6, 2005

Around the Globe, Hungary 10:42 am

I moved to Budapest last year in the midst of summer. Originally from Surabaya—the second largest city in Indonesia; I expected European cities to be more modern compared to those in Asia. I love big cities: skyscrapers stand sturdily tall upon the blue sky; advanced security system to insure you are safe enough after hearing all those sorts of stuff about terrorist attacks; large shopping centers where you could forget the loud-mouthed old ladies you have to bargain with in the traditional markets; a nice cafe in the corner to sit and relax with your loved one in the weekend, accompanied by a cup of warm tea. I love them for many reasons.

Yet Budapest is a little bit different. It amazingly reflects the country’s characteristics as the gate between Eastern and Western European countries where the two different cultures melted together. As there is a regulation in the city which forbids any buildings to be higher than 65 m, I should rather forget the towering skyscrapers which are most common in Surabaya. It was not at all a bad regulation though. I am no expert in this matter but I suppose we all have heard of how modern skyscrapers are scorching compared to the outlying suburbs and therefore have their contribution to the global warming. Budapest in a way has reduced the chance. As the result, buildings preserve their original classical architecture ranging from the second half of the 19th to the early 20th century. Baroque and Renaissance relics are not very difficult to find either all around the city. Italian, Islamic, and Austrian influences blend with the native culture. If you are fond of architecture, there are places waiting to be explored; such as: the citadel, world’s best thermal baths, and numerous of museums in the city.

To go with its reputation as one of the most beautiful cities in Europe, Budapest is very tourist-friendly. A recent survey reported that this year there have been more than a million people visit this city whose population is only two millions. Architecture is not the only thing to magnetize visitors. Despite its hospitality, reasonable price, easy public transport, haute cuisine and exotic culture; apparently the river Danube which flows in between Buda and Pest has also scored the goal.

However, to live in a place is different from visiting it. If you earn more than US$ 2,000 per month—which most tourists do, you could definitely shop till you drop in Budapest. The world’s 75th most expensive city would not hinder you from doing that. Such amounts are more than enough to rent a luxurious apartment for US$ 800 per month which would have been worth not less than US$ 2,000 in the United States.

Meals are also nonetheless cheaper. A decent supper for two would cost no more than US$ 25. From delicious Hungarian recipes such as goulash and stuffed chicken to international recipes are widely available around the town: Chinese, Japanese, Turkish, Italian, Thai, or Indonesian; take your pick. If you enjoy drinking, do not forget that Hungary has a long and old wine culture.

During summer visitors must be extra careful though. Numerous cases were reported where some people posed as policemen to ask for the visitor’s money, credit cards or other travel documents in order to check them. Taxi can sometimes have different meters for local and foreign passengers. Public transportation therefore is a better way to go around, although it may be a little bit difficult to buy the ticket if you do not speak Hungarian.

Life seems to be less colorful when you are not living as a tourist though. My flat is about 50 m from the famous Danube River , close enough to learn that the mighty river is no longer blue—unlike in the waltz song “Blue Danube”. Fishermen are in fact still doing their job, but people know already that there are more things than fish living in the grayish water. On state occasions, the city sometimes adds azure dye to revive the color.

A sad truth; behind the tempting advertisements of the city’s low living cost, local residents would mostly think the opposite. Budapest is indeed not the most expensive city, but with people’s average salary—which is around US$ 700—practically nothing will remain after paying taxes, pension, and healthcare insurance. To buy clothes on the fashionable Vaci Street is a dream, as a piece of T-shirt can cost US$ 200.

While tourists can please themselves with the well-known medical tourism if they ever get sick in Budapest, the locals must struggle to stay alive in the state-owned hospitals. Healthcare insurance means nothing since you must pay some unofficial tribute to the doctors and nurses who treat you, which could be even more expensive than the insurance itself. A report had proven that many patients suffered more sickness as they stay in those hospitals. To see a general practice doctor is not so easy. You have to be registered as the doctor’s patient to be able to get the treatment. A Romanian friend who has been residing for almost a year recently said that she proposed to see four doctors in the city, and all proposals were turned down.

In Budapest I learned the value of warm weather. As the sun shines waned away, smiles also disappeared from people’s face. Children would still build snow men though. Nothing seemed to be able to trouble those merry souls; not even the jaded people passed. But the city has truly a different life in the winter chill.

Hospitality means nothing more than a slogan to attract tourists. I mostly keep my husband, a Hungarian, with me during shopping; since my Hungarian is barely enough to talk with people. Often he received snaps from the shopkeepers—sometimes followed by swearing—simply because he wanted to buy plastic bags or asked about something’s price. It was a real shock for me, but nonetheless he never took the offense seriously. Those people deserved pity, he said. Growling back would change nothing as many think like them. Perhaps they had more things in mind: bills to pay; Christmas gifts for the kids; loan in the bank. Perhaps—nice with tourists they might have been, but not with their own kind.

That is Budapest. Many Noble Prize winners were born there; many ceased from being a part of it; and many more have happened since then. But the city remains classic through the lapse of time, as if unheeding its surroundings: old gypsies selling flower; piles of garbage flown away by the wind; and even 30 year old Trabant mingled with the newest BMW. It is a city where love and hate struggle together.
This has been originally posted here on August 24, 2005

Around the Globe, Against All Odds 10:39 am

Premature birth is not an unusual case. In the United States the annual rate of premature infants being born has risen a staggering 27% since 1981. In 2001, as many as 476,000 babies were born earlier than 37 completed weeks of gestation. As the preemies have less time to fully develop, it has consequently been the major cause of death within the first month. Even surviving the infancy would still carry some risk of having severe health problems for the rest of their life including cerebral palsy, mental retardation and blindness.

Although there are possible causes including a previous premature birth, diabetes, drugs, tobacco, alcohol or poor nutrition, and multiple pregnancy; there is no clear reason for preterm birth. Nearly half of all the births have no known cause.

Nowadays advances reached in medical technology and knowledge are giving a promising chance for premature babies to survive as there are more varied methods available. In 1995, however, an exceptional case happened to Heidi and Paul Jackson of Westminster, Massachusetts. While most people expected modern medicine and technology to be able to save their preemies, the Jacksons learned a more simple remedy for one of their twin babies: a loving touch of a sibling. After the story arose, hospitals in the United States adapted the technique and caused a revolution in the policies.

Brielle and Kyrie Jackson were born October 17, 1995. It was twelve weeks prior to their due date. As it was the standard hospital practice to place preemie twins in different incubators in order to reduce the risk of infection to each other, the Jackson girls were treated the same way in the neonatal intensive care unit at The Medical Center of Central Massachusetts in Worcester.

Kyrie, the larger sister, was born at two pounds, three ounces. She then began gaining weight with no difficulty inside her own incubator. Brielle, on the contrary, had many health problems. She weighed only two pounds at birth, and could not keep up with her sister. To put some additions to her slow gain weight, the oxygen level in her blood was low. She was also reported to have breathing and heart-rate problems. Her condition got worse and on November 12 it went into critical. She began gasping for breath. Her face and stick-thin arms and legs turned bluish-gray. Her heart rate was higher than usual, and she got hiccups, a dangerous sign that her body was under nervous tension.

Her parents could only helplessly watch; terrified that she might die and nothing they could do to hinder it. Her condition worsened significantly. “She was turning colors,” said the mother, Heidi Jackson . “She was getting really worked up. Her heart rate was way up. She was getting hiccups. You could tell she was just completely stressed out.”

Nurse Gayle Kasparian had attempted all she could do to stabilize Brielle. She suctioned her breathing passages and turned up the oxygen flow to the incubator. But Brielle kept writhing and fussed as her oxygen intake sharply dropped and her heart rate soared . In her despair, the nurse remembered a technique which was rare in the United States despite that it was used in parts of Europe. It was known as “double bedding” or “co-bedding” where twins and other multiple-birth babies are put in the same crib so they would lie close together like in their mother’s womb.

Unfortunately the nurse manager, Susan Fitzback was attending a conference in the meantime. There was no hope to get permission to try the method, as it was against the hospital policy. Yet Kasparian never gave up hopes. She was willing to take the risk, considering that the conventional remedies could not help.

“Let me just try putting Brielle in with her sister to see if that helps,” she said to the alarmed parents, trying to get their consent.

Not knowing for what else to do, the Jacksons agreed to the offer. Kasparian then carefully placed the squirming baby into the incubator holding the sister she had not seen since her birth. And then they watched .

To the amazement of everyone, Brielle’s condition improved as soon as she touched her sister. Shortly after the door of the incubator was closed, Brielle snuggled up to Kyrie—in which Kyrie responded by putting one of her tiny arms to embrace her sister in protective manner. Brielle stopped crying and calmed down. A few minutes later her blood-oxygen readings reached the best rate since she was born.

“Kasparian closed the door and Brielle snuggled up to Kyrie and she was just fine,” said Jackson. “She calmed right down. It was immediate. It was absolutely immediate.”

Meanwhile the nurse manager Fitzback was attending a presentation on double-bedding, in which she thought to herself, “This is something I want to see happen at The Medical Center, although it might be difficult to make the change.”

On her return, she was doing rounds that morning when Kasparian greeted her, “Sue, take a look in that incubator over there.”

She obeyed and saw the twins cuddled up together—and both grew healthy.

“I can’t believe this,” Fitzback said. “This is so beautiful.”

“Do you mean that we can do it?” asked the nurse.

“Of course we can! ”

Before Christmas that year, Brielle and Kyrie had eventually allowed to go home with their parents. Each of them gained some weight and considered to be healthy when they left the hospital. Even Brielle weighed over five pounds. They were only two months old at that time. “They’re doing fantastic,” Heidi Jackson admitted.

The story made national headline in 1996 as “Reader’s Digest” and “Life” magazine published a beautiful photograph, entitled the “Rescuing Hug”, where Kyrie put an arm around her sister Brielle to embrace her. It was touching to see the tiny sisters could already value an expression of love, even if they could not yet talk to each other.

Inspired by the miracle of siblings’ healing touch, doctors reformed their conventional thinking. At that time it was believed that twin preemies should be placed in separate incubators to prevent infections from spreading. Brielle and Kyrie, on the contrary, had proven otherwise. As the result, experts now agree that the threat of infection is far less compared to the benefits of the comfort and security gained by the presence of the baby’s twin. It then led many more hospitals to adopt the practice of co-bedding.

Children’s Hospital in Columbia, Missouri, first began co-bedding in 1998 when the parents of twins Meagan and Jacob Breid asked that they be placed together. Medical staff at the hospital agreed after reading studies from other hospitals. “Research indicates that co-bedded infants tend to have better feeding patterns and thus develop at a faster rate,” according to the University of Missouri Health Care website. “And, because they help regulate each others’ breathing, these infants also present improvements in respiratory control and heart rate.” The Breid twins soon showed immediate progress on their condition. And the hospital continues practicing co-bedding. Marquette General Hospital in Wisconsin also allows this technique to be used for multiple-birth babies. “Besides being more comfortable, they usually gain weight quicker and maintain body temperature better,” said Cindy Ampe, maternal/child nurse manager, as cited from the hospital’s web site.

In January 1995, the scientific studies on this case were begun. But the practice of the technique was widely used in the United States only after it was proven on Brielle and Kyrie Jackson. Double-bedding is nowadays preferred as it reduces the number of hospital days. Heidi and Paul Jackson, however, needed not any academic studies to find out that the then unfamiliar technique would help their baby. Brielle was doing fine, even after she was taken home. She was thriving, and still slept with her sister Kyrie—and they snuggled.

This has been originally posted here on August 19, 2005

Miscellaneous 10:35 am

This has been originally posted here on August 19, 2005